
Colin's Collage from Sears. We got some in poses that were similar to pics we had from Alex. I can't wait to get them back! It was so nice to not have to drive 45 minutes to a portrait studio!
A couple years ago, Great Grandma and Grandpa Miller bought Alex the Hallmark singing snowman and snowdog. Colin had fun dancing to it.
I will update soon with Alex's 5 year and Colin's 7 month pictures. But this is from my devotional today and I needed to post it here... more for me than anyone so I won't ever forget how God has provided in our time on need. Now that we have made plans to move back to IN, I find myself relapsing into my habit of trying to plan everything and convince people that everything is under control. When in reality I have no clue what to expect. Yeah, we're planning on going back to subbing but that will still leave us for at least a month without an income because of a 3 week Christmas break and a 2 week delay in paychecks when we do have sub jobs. And that is MY plan. It wouldn't surprise me one bit if God has something totally different in store. I know God still has everything under HIS control and we will be taken care of but I must continue the struggle to leave it in His ever capable hands.
Do You Trust Me?
Today's Truth
"In this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials. These have come so that your faith- of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire-may be proved genuine and may result in praise, glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed." 1 Peter 1:6, 7
I believe that when we go through a trial which wounds us deeply, God can use it to teach us valuable lessons. Some of those lessons are a deeper understanding of who God is, of who we are, and of what we truly believe. Our faith grows in the Petri dish of struggles in the laboratory of life. One of my most valuable lessons, through all my wounds and scars, was a decision to stop saying "why me" and to begin saying "what now." But the lesson that continues reverberating like a gentle thunder is the truth of God's unfailing love.
During the months that followed the loss of our child, I struggled with God. Just as Jacob wrestled with God through his dark night of the soul, I wrestled as well.
How could He love me and allow this to happen? Why would God withhold my dream? Is He able? Is He kind? Is He really there?
It was a dry summer...in my heart and soul. No one could help me, comfort me, or lift me out of my despair. And while I didn't want to talk to God, He never left my side. Patiently, He waited for me to cry out to Him... to say, I will trust you even though I do not understand.
No matter what you are going through today, you can believe this my friend. God's love never fails and He will always be by your side. You can trust Him.
Let's Pray
Dear Heavenly Father, sometimes I do not understand why bad things happen, but like a child who loves her daddy, I trust You. Help me to move past the pain and find the purpose. Even when I cannot see the road ahead, help me simply to take the next step, trusting You in the dark. Thank You for giving me just enough light for the step I'm on.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen
Colin loves to suck on this rattle. It looks like he's licking a lollipop.
Blowing bubbles
The birds are back! I put the feeders back out yesterday and we have been bombarded with birds. Some of which we have never seen before. We found an ok website to identify them but are going to look for a better bird book at the library to assist.
Mrs. Cardinal
Mr. Cardinal
Mr. Jay
Colin was so funny last week. He spent a good half hour blowing raspberries. You can just see the slime glisten around his mouth. He is going to have the best "car" sound around when he gets old enough to play cars with his brother. Who knows, we might also have a trumpet player in the makings (see Mommy grimace?).
Washing off the apples.
Putting them into the chopper.
Getting ready to press out the cider.
Hopefully all the posts today will make up for the severe lack of posting lately. We really haven't been able to figure out if we're coming or going lately. They boys are still doing well. Colin would be doing even better if I could figure out what makes him sleep 8-10 hours 1 or 2 nights a week and then be up to eat 4 or 5 times a night on the other nights. Letting Alex cry it out really worked but since they share a room, I'm not sure I'm really ready to try that yet.
Other than the sleep issues, Colin is doing great on his cereal and I think we found a good formula to supplement with that he doesn't puke back up. We're done nursing sooner that I had hoped but I'm still pumping as much as I can, mostly because it's free, and I know it's good for him. He's still only rolling over the one way, but is reaching for everything and is learning how to make many different sounds in addition to screaming and blowing raspberries. It's hard to believe he's almost 6 months already. Mommy still rates 3rd on the play toy list after Alex and Daddy. He squeals with delight whenever they are around and will stop everything when he hears their voices.
Alex's first ABC's. He did this all by himself a few weeks ago. I was so proud. Not bad for a boy who won't be in Kindergarten until next year (but I may be a bit biased).
Alex was playing on http://www.starfall.com/ this morning while I was in the shower and came to show me he had written these words. He picks up on things so fast and daily amazes us with something new!